Torn Apart

Again
You are going..
We do not talk like we used to
Where were you when I needed you?
and you let me down
I am not strong enough

I have been waiting for you day and night
Do you know what is on my mind?
I am fucking tired

I am tired of waiting for a text that is never makes
me feel good and special
I am tired of crying
being sad, being alone
pretending
remembering
feeling worthless
feeling empty inside
getting hurt, getting weaker

I am tired of missing you
I miss the old you
the old us
the new one sucks..

Everytime I read our old conversations
I realize how close we used to be
how much has changed

Stop asking me if is something wrong!
I am tired of lying
Please..